(EXO) Broken [Chinese!Male!Member!Reader Insert]

 
         
    

     "[Name]-ah?" A voice rung out, trying to snap you back to reality. "Are you feeling okay, at least a little now?" The voice was obviously concerned, as a second voice spoke. "Is he okay now? I mean, I guess not with what's happening, but..." it drifted off, stopping itself from saying anymore. The two voices spoke, but all you can think in your head was one word: 
  Three. More specifically,  three members. Three specific member's names. Actually, no. Three FORMER member's names. They were all that you were thinking about. They were the reason your heart was aching and hurting. You, of course, knew why. You were sure the fans knew why,sure that the company, the members, knew why.
  But, it still hurt. How could it not? Realizing that your friends were no longer with you. They were gone, away from you. One by one, they left. You knew it wasn't something to be angry at them for. However... damnit. 
You glanced at a photo on your lap of all of you fellow M members, together. Warm tears filled your eyes and slid down your cheeks, which was hidden behind your sleeved arms. You thought you were being a bit dramatic. After all, they seemed happy; Yifan in movies and photoshoots, LuHan collabed with a famous chinese singer for a song and in movies, Zitao making an album now. These were great accomplishments. But it hit so fast.  
   You, after a while, acknowledge the voices continuing to call out for you. You looked up, seeing the faces of Lay and Suho. 
"Bwoh?" You softly spoke. Your leader, Suho, sighed as he studied your slightly puffy eyes. "You've been crying, haven't you?", he inquired. Lay glanced at your [eye color] eyes, now hinting red in them. His already concerned face increased as sadness found a way into his eyes. "Yah..." "[Name]-ah, I understand you're upset. But, we're all upset too, you know? You have your members here for you. Don't take this all alone." The older one spoke. You simply looked back at the photo before hanging your head low. "Why... why? We were right here for them.." "We were." Lay interrupted. "That was their decision, and its not your fault, okay?"
In seconds, you immediately jumped up from your position on the floor, balling your fists and hollered out. "Damnit, Tao didn't even say anything! I just, wake up and suddenly he's gone, making an album! It hurts how mixed up my feelings are!! I'm so depressed, but I'm so happy forthem, and- and- I just-" "Do you believe we don't feel this way too?!" Suho shouted, silencing you. Your eyes widened slightly and looked up at the two. Your hyung continued. "They're our friends too! We're just as confused!  Do not take it all out by yourself, we're here too, damnit!!!!" Before he could speak anymore, the younger member put his hand on his shoulder, slightly squeezing it. "Its okay, hyung. Don't say anything else." You looked over at Lay, who moved towards you. In a split second, he had his arms wrapped around your shoulder, catching you off guard, and placed his face on the curve of your neck. "The members are all hurting, you know? They all feel something, too. You don't have to be alone like this, shunning everyone away. Even with the three chinese members not here, don't you know?-", he looked into your shocked eyes and spoke. "-we are one".
You soon returned the embrace, and sobbed into Yixing's shoulder. Joonmyeon soon joined the embrace, comforting you both as Lay shed tears onto your neck. You three stood this way, letting all the emotions wash over before a knock was heard from the door. 
   "Suho-hyung? Lay-hyung? Has [Name]-ah-?" The door cracked open and four heads popped in. "Oh." The owner of the voice, Chen, quieted down. He looked up at the head resting atop of his. "Should we leave them?" The head, Xiumin, softly smiled at the scene. "Yeah.", the slightly high pitched man spoke. "[Name] seems to finally be opening up." He sighed with relief. "Well, we should just let them relax and come back later to tell them the foods done. Come on, Chen, Bae-" The door suddenly swung forward,  knocking Chen and Xiumin forwards, into the room. The other two who was with them, dove in. "Awwwe! Group hug!" They chanted, attaching their arms around the three embraced members. Chen spoke out. "Yah! Baekhyun, Chanyeol! What gives??", he screeched. The two at hand just continued to hug before you three broke the hugs, taking notice of the situation. "What are you four-" Suho questioned. "We came to to tell you dinner's ready, but you seemed preoccupied-" "-but then these two ruined the moment." Chen finished for Xiumin. You gave a look at the two, who only grinned at you. Lay hugged your arm and smiled at you. "Let's go eat." You slowly smiled back and nodded. "Ne." Baekhyun and Chanyeol put arms around you both and led you out of the room and into the kitchen, where the rest of the members were surrounded, the other three members following. 
   Sehun was the first to notice you all. "Yah! About time! I was gonna eat your plates if you didn't show up!", he laughed. "I was gonna throw your food at you all!", Kai joined In. As the members joined up and chatted, Kyungsoo approached you, two plates in hand. "Are you okay now?", he softly asked. He handed you your plate and sat you both down at the table. You smiled brightly, for the first time in a long time, and nodded. "Yes. Thank you, hyung." Said hyung gave his famous heart-shaped smile and quickly hugged your neck, before going for his food and conversing with his members. They all shouted words of encouragement at you, which you simply grinned and shouted back. Afterwards you smiled, looking down at the food and spoke to yourself.
"This hurts...but I'll get through it." Your heart spoke inside your chest, the words that have hurt you, but will make you stronger. The words spoken since day one.
 

"We Are One."